a hole in me...

today, 20th april, one of my housemate go back home for good..

she passed the pro-exam (act all my housemates passed..alhamdulillah)..

we spent 2 years in the same house..

even though a lot of things had happened, i love this friendship..

but, something bother me most right now..

i envy of my neighbour when she had the chance of spening the time together with her housemates, even with her friends before they go home.. however i have none of it..

after this, i dont know when will we meet again..

one by one leave me..without saying a formal gudbye..

besides Him, this is the place that i can share my feelings..

i dont know how to describe it in details..

only those who knows will understand it..

bye

...random...

tonight..

suddenly i wonder of something before sleep...

at the age of 23..

somehow, deep inside, i want to have 'somebody' to care and concern of me...

i am certain that my time is yet to come...

life is just continue like the other day...

we knew that our life has an end...

but when? we never know...

only Allah knows it...

and when think ahead...

when will be my time to be loved and cared by that somebody?

is there a chance?

nobody can answer...

only Allah knows..and He always knew and prepared the best for His servants...

keep praying...

and believing that...

that somebody is also doing the same as what you did right now...

O Allah, grant me my wish...

Amin...

throwback...part 1

dah lame rasenye tak meng 'hapdate' blog nih...

byk benda yg jd sepanjang tahun ni..klu tgk post2 yg lepas, last post sebelum kes pickpocket tu mase puasa..punye lah berkurun (walaupun br 4 bln, tp bg penggiat2 blog nih klu seminggu x update pun dah rase out dated..haha..al masalahnye aku nih penggiat blog tegar ke???*toink3..tonyoh pelipis sendiri)

so nk pendek citer, bek aku letak je la gambo2 yg rase boleh citer semua bende..bak kate omputih, pics speak better than words..haaa gitteww!

enjoy!

1) lepas puase ofkoz raye..gambar taun ni xbyk tgkp sbb cuti jap je..pastu umah busy plak buat openhouse..huhu

mlm raye..tiap tahun, jiran yg duk simpang depan rumah slalu buat pencemaran bunyi..haha main bunga api la..dia tu polis..so ape lg, tumpang la tangkap gambo..nk beli sendiri xmmpu

gambar2 kat bwh ni semua gambar raye pertame (time tu je sempat tgkp gambo huhu)..gamba2 syok sendiri je..ni la jadinye klu anak2 dara duk umah..ntahape2ntah lah..layan..huahuahua!

5 anak dara yg still single and availble (except baju biru to kot..ehe)

raye terakhir abg aku sorg ni bujang..lepas seminggu raye dia nikah..

di rumah nenek (embah)...5min je dr rumah..rutin raye pertame...

amboi..kemain haaa kasut bersusun..mcm pasar lambak dah..almaklumlaa rmi org pempuan..hehe

sedare mare bertandang ke rumah...

2) Solemnization (bajek omputih kan..haha) abg ku...lokasi: Muar, Johor..

hantaran.. 

nk p nikah..

rombongan nikah..

mas kahwin dan wang hantaran.. 1 dinar emas + rantai emas.. zmn skrg ni duit hantaran gune cek je kan..senang..

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multi-tasking..tgn kanan tgkp gambo, tgn kiri amik video..

adat org johor ade tol..ni kire tol yg last lah..

bagus pengapit nih..pandai dia tawar-menawar..

lokasi 2: kg. sg. samak, Perak

bergambar kenangan bersama pelamin hasil titik peluh sendiri...

stakat tu je utk part 1...sambung kat part 2 plak ye ;)))