a hole in me...

today, 20th april, one of my housemate go back home for good..

she passed the pro-exam (act all my housemates passed..alhamdulillah)..

we spent 2 years in the same house..

even though a lot of things had happened, i love this friendship..

but, something bother me most right now..

i envy of my neighbour when she had the chance of spening the time together with her housemates, even with her friends before they go home.. however i have none of it..

after this, i dont know when will we meet again..

one by one leave me..without saying a formal gudbye..

besides Him, this is the place that i can share my feelings..

i dont know how to describe it in details..

only those who knows will understand it..

bye

...random...

tonight..

suddenly i wonder of something before sleep...

at the age of 23..

somehow, deep inside, i want to have 'somebody' to care and concern of me...

i am certain that my time is yet to come...

life is just continue like the other day...

we knew that our life has an end...

but when? we never know...

only Allah knows it...

and when think ahead...

when will be my time to be loved and cared by that somebody?

is there a chance?

nobody can answer...

only Allah knows..and He always knew and prepared the best for His servants...

keep praying...

and believing that...

that somebody is also doing the same as what you did right now...

O Allah, grant me my wish...

Amin...