a hole in me...

today, 20th april, one of my housemate go back home for good..

she passed the pro-exam (act all my housemates passed..alhamdulillah)..

we spent 2 years in the same house..

even though a lot of things had happened, i love this friendship..

but, something bother me most right now..

i envy of my neighbour when she had the chance of spening the time together with her housemates, even with her friends before they go home.. however i have none of it..

after this, i dont know when will we meet again..

one by one leave me..without saying a formal gudbye..

besides Him, this is the place that i can share my feelings..

i dont know how to describe it in details..

only those who knows will understand it..

bye