assalamualaikum..
alhamdulillah we meet again in this session..
let's take a break for 1/2 hour (too much??no laahhh...) to think and reflect back..
and now i wanna talk about my endless story..
just to share and maybe as a guide to be a better person in the future..
the story beginsss........
i was born on 2nd of January 1991, the first child of my parents who born in a hospital followed by my younger sister..i am the 8th from 10, lived in my grandma's house with my big family..
from my childhood, i never knew anything about the world..my family can be categorized as lower class group..but i am grateful to be in this state as i could learn on how to be independent..
among my family members, i was given by Allah a speciality, which i have my only mind and thought that maybe can work better than the others..or orang kampung said bijak or pandai..
at the age of 4, i start to read Iqra'..
at the age of 6, i start to read Al-Quran and alhamdulillah at the age of 8 i had my first khatam Quran and 2nd time at 11 years old..
from kindergarten, i scored for the first place in the class and from the whole batch (don't worry, kampung school just have a small number of student :D) and i passed PTS ( a test for standard 3 which enable them to go straight to standard 5 w/o get into standard 4).
then, i just could score the top 4 in the class since i got quite a tough competition..
again, alhamdulillah i got 5A's in UPSR..
i applied most of the best secondary school with the help of my friends and teachers which includes bestari school, MRSM, SBP and sekolah agama negeri..
i just prayed for the best..
somehow, i afraid on how to choose if i got all the promotion at the same time..but, im sure for 1 thing..whichever letter come first to me, then i will go to that school..
and alhamdulillah i was being promoted to sekolah raja perempuan taayah, ipoh ( a sekolah agama negeri)..
i spent 5 years there..eventhough i had applied for SBP during my 3rd year, but i refused when i got the promotion letter..at first, i refused because the school that promoted me was just near to my current school..but actually, Allah had prepared for me a bright future if i stay..
i got 9A's in PMR and continue my study in life science (sains hayat)..
to be exact, i dont have a real ambitions at that moment..what i know is just learn and learn and learn..
alhamdulillah, Allah granted me 11A1B in SPM..
i wished to study overseas and my targeted country was New Zealand..
but again, Allah knows best..i did not qualified for JPA as i got B in History..and i failed to apply eventhough i tried so many times to study at Egypt or Indonesia..at last, what i got is just 2 choices, which is PASUM and KMPh...
it was a very difficult decision i guess..
i ever been dreaming for PASUM before but when i got the offer letter, i had a feeling to refuse..
but, im not sure in KMPh too..then i prayed to Allah for His Guidance..
i picked KMPh and my life went well there..
dont wanna tell much about my life there as it was not a good attitude to share huhu..
i got CGPA 4.00 for both semester..alhamdulillah..
then, i aimed for doing medicine in UKM..alhamdulillah, i was successfully received as UKM's member..
then my life begin...
medical school is something that is always unexpectable..
alhamdulillah, i almost finishing my 3rd year..
even though sometimes i feel down and dont wanna continue studying, but something had made me realized..
why should i quit when i had keep holding for long enough, and after i had gone through difficulties to reach this level..
i just need something to boost up my energy and my motivation..
and it will come from me myself..and also supported by people surroundings..
just hope for the best from Allah..
*study smart, work hard, pray hard
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